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Sir L

Morning!

Let’s hope the blog works better today, cuz im going to tell you what happend this morning.

I went on Second Life, to look for someone dominant to talk to on msn, since I dont enjoy Second life anymore, I met a man, lets call him Sir L, seemed good to start with, powerfull and harsh, just like I need, we kept on talking, added him on msn and we kept talking, here’s what he asked of his slaves;

  • Never wear panties, ever.
  • Finger and toenails painted, silver on toes, french on fingers.
  • Have a rope, pins and candles next to the computer, always.
  • Decides when you can touch yourself, or someone else can fuck you, always obey.
  • If you get a boyfriend, tell him, he will give instructions on how you’ll get fucked by your boyfriend, pictures to prove that you obeyed, no need to show your face.
  • Always wear really high heels.

I can accept most of these rules, but I do not do pictures, atleast not to someone that I don’t know or trust, this totally pissed him off and he told me that ”goodluck with finding a Master that obeys you, cuz I wont.”

20years in the lifestyle, my ass, he doesnt even own me and im not allowed to have my limits, this, people, isnt a real Master.

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Goodnight, the first night

Im getting really tired, I’ve tried for a long time to get my ”How did you know you were a submissive”-text up now, but it seems like its too long.(?)
Not sure, let’s hope it works better tomorrow, shall we?

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Friday night

I have a really long story to put in, but it seems like it doesnt work to post it, lovely. I guess it will come tomorrow!

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Do you find BDSM wierd?

So.. After introducing myself, I have a question for you.

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The Mind of a Submissive

I know I made my blog on a Swedish website, but im gonna switch between writing in Swedish and English, mainly cuz I have more english-speaking friends than I have swedish-speaking-ones.

So who am I?
You can call me Dea, I turn 19 in 6 days and im into BDSM.
Im submissive and I just left my Master, I started this blog to clear my head, get my thoughts out and try to find back to myself.
I feel really lost and I don’t know what’s up and what’s down, how do I survive without him when im used to him controlling me?

Most of you people will probably think im retarded, atleast if you’re younger, and sometimes I think im crazy too, but this is how I choosed to live my life, obeying under someone else, that makes me feel good and safe, and I enjoy it. It’s pleasure to me, and to my owner, but for now, im free, and this blog will be about my experience, life, finding someone new and all my confusion in one messy blurr.

I hope you enjoy, cuz this is life from a submissive girls side!

Blessings
Dea

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