March was the last post, *proud*
Well, actually not. But I just thought I should state the fact that I am alive after the officially worst semester of IB. I did it!
If the lies don’t judge you, the truth will
But if I can’t love you then who will
When your friends are jumping ship
When your crown begins to slip
I held your hand, is this the thanks I get
I’m still alive, but that’s about it.
Life goes on, I started to believe that there wasn’t rly a point with the whole thing, but I’m hoping once again, that’s something. Still sick and tired of ppl tho, of ppl and things. I want to, but I find it too hard. I don’t blame anyone, I blame myself for pulling back, for being less part of things and for forgetting the joy of being alive. As the days go on I feel it coming back, but there is still miles to go before everything is back to normal, if it ever will. I still have the feeling it will not, but we’ll see, as I said, there is hope.
I’ve been around enough to know
That dreams don’t turn to gold
And that there is no easy way
No, you just can’t run away
And what we had was so much more
Than we ever had before
And no matter how I try
You’re always on my mind
The ride with you was worth the fall, my friend
Loving you makes life worth living!
I have crazy much in school atm, but I think I’m pretty up to date, just haven’t done math for over a week, it’s gonna be tough working on that, but wth, that’s life. Had group 4 project intro today, it was better than expected, ok group so I think it’s gonna be fine 
Then I went to IKEA with mum to get some stuff they didn’t even have so we went to Jysk instead, a lot better ! Then I cleaned my entire room, vacuumed and everything, *proud*, now I’ve studied for 2 hours and have to do some more before I go to bed, would love to watch a movie, but there’s no time 
I feel happy again, like anything could happen, rly good Goin to Öland for the weekend as well, miss dad and baby, but soon 
:D
I can still recall
Our last summer
I still see it all
Walks along the Seine
Laughing in the rain
Our last summer…
Great weekend !
Spent Friday at Pandyhoo’s house watching Mamma Mia, Let’s Dance and drinking tea and talking til like I don’t know how late I’ve rly missed her, even tho I see her almost every day we barely spend time with each other :/
Saturday was the cozy dinner and the big party to celebrate Frida as 18 It was good, lots of nice ppl, too bad it got out of control, but that happens sometimes, should’ve studied, but WTF, can do that later, sometimes u just have to enjoy life !
I don’t wanna work today
Maybe I just wanna stay
Stay with you because there’s no stress
Got my summerjob btw, I can hear the money rollin in
I think I was supposed to be a man, cause I would never allow myself to live for love, I love life to much ! And that’s the way I intend to keep it.
My advice of the day, love life !
Turnaround
Every now and then I feel a little bit lonely,
And you’re never coming round…
Turnaround
Sitting here, tryin not to study, but it sure is hard. I don’t want to but I rly have to, sucks. Wait, gonna research some good tattoo shops in gbg before I start, have to get an appointment for my b-day Tattoo is rebellious, I need rebellious, I need new. Siz cut off her hair today, and she got bangs, it looks incredible ! Never new she could look good with short hair Yeah, well, here we go, study, study, study.
Big sigh…
Nowhere to run nowhere to hide
I’m scared of the truth and tired of the lies
Cause who I am
Is where you want to be
